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February 03 OlvidadaMucho tiempo sin haber escrito nada jeje espero que les agrade este escrito:
Aun me recuerdas? Aun aparezco en tus pensamientos nocturnos? O me he esfumado en lo mas profundo de tus reuerdos? No encuentro respuesta a mis dudas Tus labios estan sellados Aun asi esperare por mas tiempo... August 22 AtrapadaPor que debo sentirme asi ante su presencia
Un ser despiadado al cual solia detestar Y que ahora no puedo dejar Envenanada por mi propia realidad Trato de dejar y escapar Tratando de evitar esa comunidad Entre su piel y la mia Entre mis sollozos y suspiros Trato de encontrar verdad Pero solo encuentro pensamientos Y mas duda Dividida entre lo que fue y sera Algun dia encontrare de nuevo mi paz interna? Desearia nunca haberle conocido Ahora mis pensamientos son suyos Una y otra vez la misma espada atraviesa El corazon congelado en tiempos... Esos tiempos que pense acabarian Estare entonces atrapada Hasta que decidas liberar mi marchito cuerpo
July 07 In my dreamsDeep and true...cold as ice
that's what my dreams are
a cold prision my destiny
my way in life is a mistery
still a white light is always there
for me to shine for you
can't figure out where my end starts
is that the real end or just a lost
another time I can't remember anymore
when I believe in love, truth and friendship
but never is forever
still see you talking but I can't understand what you say
you can see I've lost and can't find
let's meet again into the night
in a cold dream while the moon casts a curse
over you and me, never is forever....
June 15 Crimson TearsI know you don't care
Can't see behind me, know you don't feel the same
Shameless heart deaf ears
Can't take it anymore
Want you to disappear, want you to go
My memories of you are grey now
No emotions in my heart anymore
Your smile makes me cry, not want your warm arms
Why is this? If not just lies and broken dreams
All that used to support me
But now this is our farewell
Sadness pourin trough my heart is the only real thing
You use to understand and listen as I also try to do
But now is time to say goodbye and carry on
Time to grow up
May 05 nIGHT angeLSThe moon was full, the stars where shining
There was magic that memorable night
I was one with the nature, moonlight and...
Suddenly I hear a song, this song broke my soul
A song of ancient times of a lonely past
Then an angel call me in the night
I listen in silence his tale:
"Long ago there was only wisdom in this world
But then Pandora opens the box, and all went wrong
All the mans started to killed each other
To envy the neighbor belongings
Your world is about to end, and be sacrifice in the holy fire
For a God who is tired of looking this way of life
I only came for you, to preserve one soul
Will you then die and become one with me"
I was crying at the end of the tale, but then...
I heard this voice of my mother the moon
Warnig me: "Don't believe, he is lying, he is..."
But then it was too late, I can't hear anything more
I want to die for so long, this was my chance
Goodbye mother, goodbye night.
April 29 StillStill waiting
Still wanting
Can write anymore
My muse has abandoned me
And you too, there's no truly friends in this world
Love doesn't exist
We are her to die
An unexistence is what I'm living
Still I'm here,
But why? April 04 Fadei'M sCreaming ALL the time
i'M fadING lIKe A bUTTerfly
suICIde BLOOD run through MY veINS
SUIcidal WISHES EVERY time
GEtting bIGger AND bigger AGAIN
LooKING into MYSELF is likE TO KILL
aM I That Much TO handle?
will YOU take tHAT chaLLENGE?
I know yOU WONT
So MAKE me HATE you
i DON'T want to BElieve in a lIE anYmORE
April 03 Good or bad?TODAY I REALIZE THAT THE MORE GOOD YOU WANT TO BE
THE MORE WICKED YOU TURN,
THIS DUAL BEHAVIOUR IS IN OUR NATURE
EVENTOUGH SOME WANTS TO BE GOOD OR EVEN SAINTS
HER WICKED SIDE IS ALWAYS THERE WAITING TO AWAKE
I'M NOT ANGEL I KNOW IT, BUT SOMEHOW YOU HELP ME TO RELEASE IT
SO NOW GIVE ME THAT BITTERSWEET MEDICINE, THAT NOT REALITY
TO KEEP LIVING A LIE ONCE MORE, I DON'T WANT TO BE THE LONELY ONE AGAIN
HELP TO ESCAPE LONELINESS AND TIME
LET ME ESCAPE FROM ME ONCE AGAIN.
March 18 Winter MemoryNothing as change, still I´m here waiting for you
With the strong feeling that I had find you
But does this is a true or a lie to keep going?
You teach me to be brave and courageous once again,
but still withouth you emptiness is filling me
all to the point of agony and pain,
so long ago I don´t remember when?
I lost you in this broken heart
And in here there´s only fragments of what we use to have
Only a false reflex, a false happiness
I´m trying to achieve but still can´t do it
Let then the snow fall from the skies into my skin
Let me taste that bitter swip, let me sleep
Until we meet again, and let this time be the real one
Let´s wait for the moment to come and when you feel the cold wind in your face,
Remember me, I will be kissing you this way, my love.
February 21 Back to RealityHi, everyone I had now put some pictures of Finland I still have to put more but this computer is very slow and I want to make it like very organized je. So well I left you with this ones and then I will put more, this are landscapes.
Unfortunately I did't take as much as I wanted cause was very difficul for the cold, your hands where like frozen and was difficult to use the camere with the gloves, so there are not much or as great as I wanted, but anyway hope you like them. February 15 RussiaHi, just few days in here lot of problems to arrive with all the paperwork you have to do and with things that I will rather change if that can be possible for me je. But well just a quick message cause I have to go and get my ticket back Finland and see a Gothic store let's see what they had in here right?
Anyway hope I will be able to send Ice Queen postcard cause my time is ending and well have lot of things to do right?, and well to say the truth at least I was feeling more welcomed in Finland but well not much to do about it, my time is ending so I better hurri up and close everuthing, this hostel I'm staying in is not that near center and is like very old and strange I don't like it altough I get to sleep very well.
Well see ya I will put the photos in here when I got back Mexico so well until then just like 4 days or less in Europe. February 14 New PlacesHello again, well right now I'm returning from Rovaniemi a place very far at north in Finland, and in the bus were lot of italian people but they really talk too much really, I was going insane really cause they were like talking a lot and louder and the only thing at that moment that I want it was sleep and a lot but well my fault for taking the night train really.
And I'm also heading to Rusia to now a little more while I'm in here, and well see ya everyone. Take care.
A shame that I couldn't go to Sweden with Angel but well money isn't enough, Russia cause it is easier to get and cheaper I think. February 05 So far tripHello to everyone, I'm right now at Lahti after spending so much in Espoo here at Finland and well just going from house to house they are all students in here where I'm staying right now and very interesting ones I will say, cause they study graphic design and everything so is nice cause they had like lot of computers and technology. The girl receiving me in here is very nice and she is the best friend from the one that receive me in Espoo that is nearby Helsinki. It's difficult for me to write a lot or even check my e-mail or put the photographs I want so this is the first message I could send for 3 days that I'm in here. But anyway I'm having fun and the best time ever, cause I'm by myself and is nice to do it like that, well hope everything it's ok and that I had more lucky trough here. Let's keep having fun. By the way in here is 12:28 pm so is late and I'm tired and freezing in here. January 31 Today's FlyHello to everyone the time has come for me this night I leave here and approach to my dream place which is Finland so I will be in there tomorrow night and well I'm happy for this, I'm going to take lot of photographs and I hope you will enjoy it. So for now is all, have to go to pack my clothes and everything. See ya!
Rompiendo mi cascaron, viajando a Finlandia. Esta noche mi destino cambiara, otra vez. January 06 Difficult NightHoy mis queridos lectores esta es una de esas noches en las que desearia mas que nunca estar muerta,
por que? tal vez se preguntaran.
Y hay una sola respuesta a esa pregunta
y esa es que siento un dolor tan hondo en mi pecho
algo que incluso pareciera estar vivo,
que quisiera sacar de mi ser,
algo que mi alma desearia gritar a los cuatro vientos,
pero que yo soy incapaz de redactar o explicar, tal vez asi sea mejor.
Pero esto siempre pasa cuando algo demasiado bueno esta a punto de pasarme y yo lo se,
mi inconsciente, mi mente subterranea desea hacerme una mala jugada de nuevo
y me sumerge en la mas profunda de las cegueras emocionales jamas vista.
Justo ahora que debo esforzarme en otras cosas.
Cuando el viaje, el viaje
que siempre soñe esta a la vuelta de la esquina
los boletos estan en mi mano, Finlandia al fin.
Aun asi yo estoy aqui sintiendome miserable,
es que de veras alguna vez me dejaran vivir feliz
es que mi destino es ser asi?
Cuando encontrare la respuesta querido lector?, cuando?
Al fin encontrar el valor de ser yo, y nadie mas.
December 29 EscapingI wish to escape from your arms
To leave you behind with all my voices
But then I also wish to scream, and tell you:
"Come back and please never leave me again"
But does that really will change anything
Is almost like if we never had love each other
Just an ilusion of our minds
Something never to be.... maybe
December 21 MERRY CHRISTMASEstas fechas en vez de tornarme en una persona feliz, no lo hacen y me vuelvo mas bien triste, por tantos recuerdos perdidos en la nieve, despues de todo tal vez solo la nieve podria hacerme feliz, pero estamos aqui en un pais donde no existe tal cosa, que lastima por otro lado tambien tal vez se vuelva realidad mi deseo de viajar a Finlandia, asi que pues bueno ojala que si. Les comparto el bello regalo que me ha dejado Ice Queen, muchas gracias. Y lo mismo a todos Felices Fiestas!!
Somewhere in time, lost in my memories The white night full of snow
Still present on my mind as your final goodbye
Your glance at me, broke my heart
And left a piece of ice instead
Goodbye my new light, be better wherever you are
Fulfill your dreams and think of me
Remember me, in order to not die. December 09 BROKEN DOLLWORTHLESS AS A BROKEN DOLL CAN BE
LOST ON MY OWN CHAOS, MY OWN WORLD
BLOOD TEARS TO SAY GOODBYE
THIS WORLD IS ONLY TO BE ALL THE SAME
NOT TO BE DIFERENT
THAT'S WHY I'M THIS HURT
NOBODY UNDERSTAND ME
AND I THINK NO ONE SHOULD
BECAUSE WHEN THEY START DOING IT
THEY BECAME AFRAID OF ME
ALL THIS MAGIC INSIDE OF ME
IS ONCE AGAIN MAKING ME
FEEL LONELY AND USELESS.
November 24 New Born PlacesFinding a new light, a new person to trust in
Will this be faithfull to me?
Will this be my support?
I can´t think of anything more,
I´m tired....
I can´t be hurt anymore, I won´t survive
The last pieces of my broken spirit
Are lost in the endless sea of time and space.
Candy Heart
November 01 ChainsDo I the one to blame?
My world is changing once again
Deep loneliness left in me,
Hate for the humans,
For you...
All the mistakes
Thinking in that you are the one to blame
So much effort, I really care for you
But you treat me like trash
Not again, so now
I´m going to be the tyran and not the victim
Not anymore
I will be the chain around your neck
October 14 Test para ver a que Clan pertenecenLo compartieron en una comunidad a la que pertenezco, y pues aqui esta mi resultado:
September 15 On My Way To MadnessAgain is time to change
Time to make things different
To take responsability for
The actions I had taken
Maybe they are not the real ones
The right ones
But that just stroke me when....
Well that was on my 21 birthday
Ending kissing you instead of him
Why my mind is confused
The story repeats again
He is your friend and my love
And you take advantage of alcohol
Maybe same as me
Who knows?, maybe unconsciously
That was what we wanted
But we end up hurting people
And becoming the bad ones
Ending a friendship and maybe hopes of everyone
Just another bittersweet birthday to me.
Pues ahora si me dejo escribir bien, espero que solo sea temporal el que no me deje, por que casi siempre termino escribiendo en ingles. September 01 Que basuraEsto de los espacios, se vuelve cada vez mas restrictivo, ahora no puedo ni escribir lo que quiero, asi que pues creo que ya me canso, quise poner el dia de hoy algo que venia pensando en estas ultimas semanas, y no puedo por que segun esto contiene lenguaje prohibido, esta en ingles, sera por eso?, no lo se, pero si esto sigue asi, no podre escribir mas, si a alguien le interesa entonces leer lo que escriba. Vaya a esta direccion: http://morrighan.buzznet.com/
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